Eerything to me

My biggest mistake in my life was..
I likely claimed silently in my heart that everything which is not good will happen to me.
A shallow perspective of my life at the moment.
and I got the effects many many years later..

My feeling started to cover by fears and worries as I saw or heard bad things..
By the time goes by they increase steep in..not jus by seeing or hearing bad things.
but imperfect things to be precise..
For the world are so imperfect... by the events which happened inside..
Caused by the people that live inside..

How can I survive? I tried to avoid many things..
but there are many bad things inevitable to see or hear.
Then I found the truth that human are jus far from perfect.
Only God is..

Only God is..
made me seek Him every nite..
Only God is..made me greed Him more..
And For His love for me..
To my spirit, He is my saviour
to keep me eternal..
To my mind, He is my compass
to keep me in positive direction..
To my body, He is my touch
to keep me sensed..
To my soul, He is my comforter
to keep me peaceful..
To my dreams, He is my hopes
to keep them alive..
To my life He is my sanctuary
And to my heart He is everything to me..

But, I keep struggling today..
I need to be saved from myself...